305.

is it better to out-monster the monster or to be quietly devoured?

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305.
hellocalamityy
 i'm so happy to have people that care about me and want to see me happy.
i feel so loved when my friends do nice things for me. :)
happy birthday to me.
16yearsold. <3

.012- butterfree.
305.
hellocalamityy
 all this swine flu obsession has me thinking:

what if this is just the opportunity the zombies have been waiting for?
what if, a week from now, we're all being eaten alive by walking swine flu victims?

D:
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.011- metapod.
305.
hellocalamityy
i think i'm ready for this.

bring it on.


.010- caterpie.
305.
hellocalamityy
 i'm glad we worked things out.
the last thing i need is to be losing friends before i have to.


.009- blastoise.
305.
hellocalamityy
 there's too many things i'm losing. 


.008- wartortle.
305.
hellocalamityy
i don't know what the fuck i'm doing anymore.
i don't know what the fuck i'm going to do.
i need changes, but not this kind.
i shouldn't be feeling like this.
this isn't an option anymore.



.007- squirtle.
305.
hellocalamityy


april10,'09.
it's been 2 years now. (:
 
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.006- charizard.
305.
hellocalamityy
8 days til my fate gets decided.
for once in my life, the phrase
"fuck my life" really means something.

"i want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.
but i swear i'm gonna cry.
i'm sick of trying to be tough.

and my blood won't stick
to the confines of my veins.
and your heart
is gonna tear mine away."
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.005- charmeleon.
305.
hellocalamityy
found some creepy shit with my cousin today.
it felt like a horror movie.

i realized how nobody speaks in starbucks.
it's like, holy ground or something.
it's one of my top 10 places i'd like to take a nap in.

i can't wait til i move.

"all along the eastern shore,
put your circuits in the sea.
this is what the world is for,
making electricity."

.004- charmander.
305.
hellocalamityy
i am being consumed by you.
2 years and you're still all i think about.
i still feel like i'm going to pass out when you hold my hand.
i still feel a surge of blood through my veins
         when you barely brush your lips against mine.
i still get headaches when we don't talk for a few hours.
i still hyperventilate from nerves whenever i see you.
i still get the biggest, stupidest grin whenever i hear your ringtone.
i still kiss the phone screen when we hang up, because it makes me sleep easier.
i still consider your opinion when i get dressed.
i still look for you in the halls, even though we don't go to the same school anymore.
i still have those dreams about you that shake me awake.
i still compare everyone i meet to you, but no-one ever comes close.
i still fantasize about living with you as soon as we turn 18.
i still love you. more than anything in the world.
april10.'07.
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